Friday, 5 November 2010

Chapter Five

Oh my gawd, what just happened? I just sat there and started sobbing, who is this guy, and how does he know me. I mean WHAT HAVE I DONE!
I didn’t know what to do anymore so I just started crying.
I got up, put on my stuff and went girl’s toilet. There was some white girl looking at me funny, and I just carried on sobbing and sobbing.

“You alright there” She said.
“Do I look alright? Course I’m not fucking alright”
“Oh well sorry for asking then”
“Oh just piss off you ugly moist beanie”

This made me feel more powerful, I don’t know why though. I just felt sick and tired of these mugs thinking that they can push me around. No more I say! No more.
I wiped myself of with some baby wipes in my bag (Yes girls got to be prepared) and reapplied my make-up.
This blip surely can’t bring me down.

Walked out and went to my Media class. HE was in there, Shit shit shit! I just walked in and sat down at the back on my own, then that same white girl came up to me.
“Listen yeah, I don’t know who you think you are but I suggest you need to fix up that stink attitude before someone comes and knocks you out”
Is this white girl mad! I'm not ramping when I’m telling you my mood just disgustingly flipped. I laughed.

“You must think I’ve got dickhead written on my forehead you know, I suggest you move out my face”
“Ah bhurr, suck dick and choke bitch”
“Erm, okay”
She bare started bussing up in my face.
“YO EVERYONE! See this bitch aint even denying she’s an industry hoe, don’t think I didn’t see that semen in your hair in the toilets”
I never felt so embarrassed in my life. What is this girl’s issue, she’s bored! Everyone started making noises like, you gonna send for her, Tell her suck her mum reeteetee.
“EASY, come suck my clit”
“I don’t think I want herpes hoe”
“Oh shut up only white girls get herpes, everyone knows that”
She was fuming, Ahaha lets see who gets the last laugh now.
“About white girls, when you are fucking our white men for a nationality”
“Please rude girl, with your pikey self”
“Go cotton pick you slave”
Is this girl DIZZY! Everyone went silent by now, I saw some lips dropping right there.
“How are you trying to call me a slave? You got more black heads on your forehead
than a slave ship bitch fix up!”

She didn’t know what to say, all she said was shut up, but everyone knew I merked her there and then. They all started laughing like this was all a joke.
I wern't messing around with her, and she was most definatly not messing around with me!
She should get fucked up I swear, this is what I can’t stand about white people schools man! So damn racist, these ignorant people.
If this was in my ends she would get rushed. But im gonna allow this now i can't be asked for this bitches shit.

I just clocked how the breh was just sitting there not saying anything. I suppose if i don't piss him off he wont say anything. But i still need to find out what earlier was all about.

The teacher came in, and the white chick gave me the look like watch outside.
Please this bitch must not know who i am.

Lesson done now, and i decide fuck this i'm cutting yard.
Didn't have any lessons anyways, so why am i hanging around for.
Caught the train, and some next fresh guy was smiling at me like i knew him
I'm not in the fucking mood for these retards to be eying me up.

My stop came and i got up to get off, the guy followed me
I tried to dodge him and sway left to right through the crowd.
My man was persistent, he was not letting me go, FFS! (For fuck sake)

I beeped out and tried to run but he had already shouted;

"MISS"
Kmt i had to reply thats dred, but as long as it was in public it was all good.
"Yeah, do i know you"
"No you do not know me, i am kinojo abukelo"
LOL i just burst out laughing, my man is not serious with his fresh bait nigerian accent.
he must think i'm his next wife and shit that i'm going to marry him so he can get legal papers to be allowed in this country. Nah not with this bitch.

"Easy mate, i don't know you"
"I know you do not know me tell your father i said 'Ina fata kana lafiya'"
KMT. I just had to walk away from there
my man started speaking jibberish in my ears.
DPMO.
What is my man on; i bet this day could get any better.

Friday, 22 October 2010

Chapter Four

I had woke up with mum by my side, I actually thought this was heaven for a minute. I’ve never been so confused in my life.
What had happened, who done this, why would they do this?
The doctor came in and so did my dad mumbling words I couldn't understand

" Thanks doc for everything, today has just been shocking first my wife, sorry my Ex wife, now my daughter "

The doctor nodded his head and walked out.
I was sitting in bed waiting for dad’s pep talk about being safe, but he just stood there watching me as though I was a baby falling asleep.

“Courts, baby girl no matter what I love you and no matter what your going through I’ll be here for you.. And your mother "
I saw mum give him that look to..”Same Cee, but sorry to cut these lovey dovey moments. You know your starting college tomorrow right, and even though the hospital is going to dismiss you, you don't have to go in "

" Wait how long have a been here? And Mum I want to go in! It’s not fair that these haters are allowed to ruin my life as well as my education "

" This is the second day & okay but I’m going to drop you off just to be on the safe side "

Didn't say anything I just laid there. The doctor came back in and spoke to my dad again, then we was free to go.
Dad drove me and mum to her place, I almost started to forget to ask mum why she was in hospital,

“Mum, are you alright "

" I thought you'd never ask, yeah I’m fine. I had a type of heart attack die to stress, there not sure what it is at the moment but the doctor said I could have post natal depression "

I was so confused ... " Oh but will you be okay "

" Yes, I’m not going anywhere anytime soon " And she kissed my forehead.
Dad dropped us off

" Phone me if their any problems "

Oh dads. So over protective sometimes, but when I got to mums by now it was about 8pm.. Ordered Chinese, ate then went to bed. I’m kind of excited for tomorrow.

Next day came and Ahhh I’m so haps I am starting some fresh colly out of ends
ever since the things that have been going on in ends which I don’t plan to dwell on to long still, I reckon everyone deserves a fresh start.

Still mum dropped me off now as she promised but I made her drop me off .in some back road. I'm walking up to Colly in my skin colour tights, Brown uggs,bait Primark shits with 3 buttons un-done and of course top it off with the gold chain. Walked into the colly, Bare I mean bare black people.
Wow i think i should have actually come to the induction day, I wanted a white peoples school even though they piss me off sometimes.
But black people are too damn rowdy for my liking.
I was pinging Deesha and she was complaining about how our school sixth form is dead.
Peak.

I went into form and you know when you feel people giving you one cut eye, a group of next chicks were trying to clock me. Some homo shit man, fuck a hater, but i must of seen one piff... When i say piff.. Overly swaggered don dark skinned, eye brow slighted, wedged guy just walked past me and sit behind me. I felt so gassed
Hmmm pour me a drink right there and then!

Jamming in the new form and some next overly orange white chick came and sat next to me, i felt to cuss her but like I said I didn’t know no one here so I might get stuck on.

To my surprise the piffy came up to me and told me to sit next to him bare nudging his boy after, EXCITED!

OBVS! We exchanged BBpins and stuff then he was like to me what lesson you got first
"I got art & textiles double period what bout you?"
"I got double performing arts, then I don’t know what to do you wanna jam, maybe go somewhere" instantly i got wet and excited in my head.
I think he clocked cause i was skinning teeth, and i had to snap back and casually say yeah yeah that’s kool.

AHH IM HAPS ALIE! HIS TOO SEXY! AM I LUCKY OR WHAT!

Some next DEAD lesson over now and he waited for me outside the class, smiled then walked and i just trailed behind him through the play ground.. Behind some thing then into some shed ting.

He asked me how my day was and stuff, some dead pep talk. I wanted him to just get to the point man!
And you know when a guy pulls you on your waist hmm, he had a strong but soft grip.
Oh my please fuck me now!!!
He slowly started biting down my neck caressingly sucking on each bite then me moved his sexy lips onto mines, could taste the old mint in his mouth.. Hmm then he put his hand through my skirt then onto my bum and moved around till he had to fingers in my clit. He was going mad fast, i was moaning so much it felt so flippin good!

Nothing i ever had before cause most mandem start slow but not him... and this point i think i buss on his fingers by accident, he slyly kissed his teeth, Oh yeah i heard you. Then he started taking of my shirt and lay me down on some old mattress grutty thing. Took of his top, my skirt, panties, shoes, his pants GONE. and immediately i felt that 12inch cocky getting bigger inside of me.

I’m guessing his Grenadian cause that cocky got me whiling..
at this point i was literally screaming, but them excited screams inni
faster faster flipped doggy dagger dagger dagger *moan moan moan* ARGH!.. then he told me get on top and ride on the Grenadian cocky like a bicycle,
just clocked! This is like the first thing he said to me all this time.
But anyways i did inni, started grinding watching his little face getting all excited, so cute.
Then he got up and stood over me.. I know the drill.
So i deep throated him from the crown downwards, he gentle held my head .. Rocking back back back & forth.
Jheeze r.i.p Aaliyah.
Until he backed up and buss on my face!

“WTF MAN! ARE YOU DUMB “then he started laughing and pissed on me.. VIOLATION! arr what a parr
man just got changed didn’t once say nothing to me, then as he was about to leave said

" You dusty bitch, now i see why my cousin could fuck you in a fucking toilet ahaha you don’t even know my name "

Tuesday, 12 October 2010

Chapter Three

Just got in after dropping Deesha yard and all i heard was bare moaning.
I re-opened that door and slammed the door, and it stopped.
My Dad came down the stairs
" Oh baby girl i thought you was staying at your mums today "
" Oh nah, i forgot my stuff so im just going to go tomorrow "
" Oh well in that case you can meet my girlfriend, give me 10 minutes yeah "

He went back up the stairs, and i could hear some next murmuring. Kmt i hate when Dad does this, I love him and everything but he doesn't have to be such a man whore!
Oh right, if your wondering about my Mum, My Dad divorced her because she was an alcoholic and he blaims her for why she drove him away from her and to other woman.
Yeah he so cheated on her!
Kind of sad, but i still see her every now and again so its alright i suppose.

But still, i just flopped my self onto my living room chair and turned on X Factor
This year is kinda swag tbh, then PING!
OH SHIT NATHAN ! He BBM'd me

*Babe i luv how ur gonna flop man and not even tell me but kl x*
I pinged back
*Oh shit hun i bare 4got. u know i wuldnt just flop u 4 nuffin xx*
*nah, dw i see u got beta tings on ur mind*
*Aite before i go to mi marges at 6 i'll dropp by to c u yh xx*
*Kai x*
*Love you (L)*
*Kool*

Hmm, i love how he couldn't say I love you back but its kool
After a bit Dad came down with some next chick, she was dark skinned
Really pretty though, i know how dad goes down for the dark ting considering his touching the blick border line.
" Hi, im Chante you must be Courtnay "
I replied " Yeah im Courtnay but you can call me CeeCee "
" Oh kool, i hope we can get to know each other more im not a typical step mum person, i can be like your big sister yeah "
" Stepmum? since when sorry "
My Dad scraped in as usual, " Dont be rude Courtnay "
Oh shit his actually being serious he said my full name.
" Sorry but are you like getting married or something "
" Oh no, not a the moment baby girl "
In my head i swear the monkeys up there were partying hard ahaha

" Im going to take my dinner and sleep yea guys "
" Aite babe, night night " Dad kissed me on my forehead
" Yeah i think im going to get going, see you soon hun " Chante hugged me,
I actually went straight to bed, fuck dinner i was too knocked out!

Next day, whoop whoop 2 days till first day at my new colly
I woke up, brushed my teeth, done a shit, had a bath, changed the usual
then of course as promised went straight out to see Nathan, Dad went to work so he left me a note saying he wouldn't be back tonight and he'll see me tomorrow evening.

Nathans is only two roads down, which is kind of convenient hehe
knocked on his door, and he was looking sexy as fuck.
" You alright babe "
bare licking his lips and bitting the bottom lip.
why are some parents given such a blessing, his soo fitt !
" Yeah im alright, you gonna let me in or what ? "
" Oh yeah yeah course "
Went into the front room and sat on his chair and saw on dutty porn magazine that was all wet.. EWWWWWW!
" Erm Nathan you kind of got something here that needs to go "
He walked up to me and was like oh shit ahah

" What you saying though boo, aint seen you this whole summer "
" Oh yeah i stayed at my mums up in north west inni, was mainly up there and west thought i should ghost for a piece "
" Oh even from me "
" Nah you know i would never do that "
Then he started rubbing my leg up and down;

" You been thinking of man yeah "
" Yeah course babe i missed you, you know "

Then he moved in and lipsed me, his mouth smelt of flipping cigarettes, but he was such a sick kisser. He would be the perfect boy if he wasn't such a bitty errr.
He pushed my head back onto the chair and lay on top of me, lipsing me and dry fucking me at the same time.
I could feel his tings getting bigger rubbing against my clit and he was slyly moaning, i thought it was so cute!

He started pulling down my jeggings and took of my t-shirt and starting kissing me down to my belly button and used his teeth to pull down my girly boxers and came back onto my lips. He continued to pull down the boxers then stuck his ting in my cooch.
URGHH!I started grunting like a man boy. Some tough thing in there
He started grinding slowly and got up into a missionary position and started wooking me OUT ! bringing out the Jam-Rock side of him, " URGHH URGGHH NAA-NAAA-NAAATHAAANNNNNNN "
" Babe you like that yeah " , He started going fast and faster, i could feel his ting growing inside, OMG I think i was gonna buss, and Nathan could tell so he told me to get on top.

I got up and rode that joystick ! I could see him wanting to scream, but he closed his eyes TIGHT and was biting on to his lips
So i started moaning " Whos your mommaa ! WHOS YOUR MOMMA ! "
" Ceeeeeeeeee fuck me fuck me fuck me "
" Aii papii aii "
He started breaking a sweat and then i felt some wet shit down my thighs, we had buss at the same time.

I lay down next to him on the sofa, and i could feel his heart beating on my arms.
He then got up and pulled down my bra and started sucking onto my tits. Gently Nippling on to my tits. He sucked onto my nipples and used he tongue to do this kind of spiral thing which slightly tingled. Then he got up and started playing with his ting, and put my hand onit. So i just put it in my mouth, kind of returning the favor ting hehe, I played a bit with his crown and then deep throated, i could feel him getting up QUICK ! But the one thing i love about him, is that he doesn't buss to fast.

*COME TOUCHH ME NUHH .. * My phone started ringing and Nathan told me it was my Dad.

" COURTS ! were on earth are you ? "
" At my friends, why Dad ? "
" Erm, you need to get home now baby girl "
" Why? "
" I'll tell you when you get here "
" Nah Dad please thats long, whats wrong "
" YOUR MUM HAD A HEART ATTACK ! "

I locked of the phone, i froze and started putting on my stuff.
" Cee, whats up. You alright ? "
" NO IM NOT FUCKING ALRIGHT MY MUMS IN HOSPITAL "
i just started to break down and cry and Nathan came and hugged me.

" Shh shh, babe it gonna be alright, go see your mum i'll BBM or call you later yeah "
" Thanks Nathan, i can really rely on you "

I got my stuff and left.
I was walking down home and saw some boys in hoodies behind me.
Aint it abit early for these hoodrats to be out lol its only 4
Then i saw a bike riding up at full speed behind me and
BANG !

" This aint even the beginning BITCH "
I could see the person blurring away then i felt a fist go into my face.

I black out.

Chapter Two

We must of ran all the way to some McDonald's on some high street down the road from Corey's and jammed in the toilets.
My girl started cracking up, in my face. Is she dumb.

" Oh my days " she said
" WHAT! "

She started laughing again, i swear at this point i was so vex i wanted to kick her up in the toilets right there and then.

" Oh my Courtnay, my man couldn't even get his tings up man. Sorry i dragged you out, but he started begging me to do it again, i did yeah but it still weren't cutting it for me "
" Don't lie, lol thats so peak on him ! I would kill myself if i couldn't get it up when i'm with a pengting like you babes "

OMG i couldn't actually believe that this bree couldn't get it up, i mean is that human? Hmm, well i guess its because it aint me, i mean like Deesha is sexy and all, but she just aint me. Im too vain!

But moving on, must of left McDonald's still laughing about Rhys' tings, walking up to the bus stop and i heard someone shout " Aye sexy, im a sex freak you wan take it to the max like pepsi "
I turned around and saw 2 brees sitting on some wall just before the bus stop.
One boy must of jumped of and said,
" I swere i've seen your face before ? "
I replied " I dunno, have you? "
" Yeah i have alie your that chick that ting Raheem wooked out "
" Ermm.. "
" Yeah your that dusty ting pissed how do you feel? "
Then Deesha jumped in and cussed the bree of!
" Are you fucking dumb you prick, go suck your dad through your mums beat out pussy. DONT PISS ME OFF "
At this point i was ready to cuss, then the brees bredrin, one koolie boy.
He was soo cute though, musta stepped now and was like

" Allow her man, i dont think shes a sket, shes peng "
" BHURR FIX UP TREY ! are you dumb, once a dusty boosh, always a hoe dont be silly "
" Nah shes aite though, dont judge someone from what you heard "

The other boy just kissed his teeth and walked off, and Deesha was like " YEAH RUN OFF YOU SHOOK FROG ! "
The bree turned back and shouted to Trey something i didn't hear and ghosted.
Trey must of turned to me,
" Excuse my friend, his just a lost breed ini "
" Yeah i wont be minding him " i Replied
" But still incase you need anyone to talk to or anything imma set you my digits yeah "
I gave him my BB and he typed in his number and told me to save it as Trey and left.

What a fucked up day.
I feel bare tired man, i think im just gonna go home or something *sighs*

Saturday, 11 September 2010

Chapter One

Ahh shit its 12pm. I was meant to wake up at 8 to link my mum for school shopping, allow it. I looked at my phone, *12miss calls from mum*. SHIT
ahh my heads banging from last night some free yard thing soo everyone bare got licked boy, was mad live cause my bredrin Kadeesha must of bought some sexy south links now yeah, one lightie one dark skinn piece of chocolate right there!
of course i took the dark skinned one.
So we was up in the shubz, whining to grind on me.. OH MY dont forget pon the floor, booty shake then buss the splits pow pow! jheeze.

Then Raheeem (the dark skinned brees name) whispered in my ear follow me to the bathroom, his voice got my pussy wet. Thats when i trailed behind him up the stairs, im not gonna lie in my head i was getting a tad excited.
Got there and we had some pep talk for a bit, ah then i just had to move in cause at this point i'd daydreamed about the cocky in me. Then we was all lipsing then he put his finger in my clit and put me down into the bath. " I beg you sit up and do man a favour "

Took out his big cocky hmm, this one was nigerian for sure,I knew the drill.
Slowly i started sucking wrapping my toungue around gently caresing the crown. then i felt him getting bigger. Then he pushed me iff and bent me over and turned the shower onn. It felt like fucking 50cent OMG. he went in started slow getting faster and the water dripping made it feel soo sexy! he put me up agaist the shower wall and started wocking me out, biting on my neck, him building up inside me, my clit creating a heart beat of its own.

Then BAM some next white chick dropped on the floor bare puking, ewww
me and raheem just started bussing upp and steped outt. drew for the Cocoabutter ov course.. were black people .. when our skinn is dry ITS DRYY ! cracking and all sorts lol

but back to reality i need to get the fuck outta here!

Oh yea right i didnt introduce my self
Im Courtnay known as Ceecee & i dunno, i guess you could say im bait but im just known really but cant say im known for the right reasons, but hey no bodys perfect innit.
Only god can judge me.

I aint no caramel litie or no blick ting, i'd say im olive nice sexy kindah black skinned pengting.. im 34 D and my back off always got these bitches hating like i'd say its nicki minaj's twin. Just mines real ahahah
Oh yeah course my weaves always on point. Number1 cause i like it pitch black alie, straightened, and side fringe.

Anyways back on subject, i was walking to link my mum in Brent cross now & my Bbm pings, hmm its that choongting at my school.

* Babes come link man, mums gone haven for 2 days still bring a friend x *
Hmm he's too too nice, year above still, mixed race nice bum green eyes! PENNTING !
First things first belled up kadeesha, or i like to call deesha my don. Shes sexy but obvs she dont compare to me still, green eyes, light skinn average chest. nice bum.. usual

" Babes,nathan just BBM me to link him and bring a mate i beg you come "
" ISIT! aite when "
" Erm ill be home in an hour soo knock for me at 3 "
" Alryte hunn "

Ahh after shopping with the marge who cussed me for wating her time lol
30mins later deeshas at my door, looked niceee boii, them primark tight flowery dresses, white dolls. but i was rocking some Black tight shorts, grey tight boob tube and dollies and green contacts. Straightened my weave for a second time and added a silver glittery primarni head band.
Before we went to link these other Nathan we took a quick stop to my ex Corey cause i forgot to see him the other day.

Knocked on the door now and one next somalian opened,
" Are you courtnay "
" Yea weres corey "
" Living room "
Didnt say nothing boy! just walked past, gave deesha that look like 'allow it'
then corey was dere in his boxers, and the mali boy was like im gone innit safe.
PHEW!

Then some fine chocolate skinned boy came out from the kitchen, was too nice.
had hazel eyes, looked a bit lyke bow wow.
soo then corey said
" Aye rhys i beg yuu two go up and ill stay here with this pengting still need to talk alie "
Soo rhys and deesha went up and me and corey, stayed down.
No long ting, straight. clothes gonee, lipsing ting. man got me wet
just as he was about to get into my pussy, Dessha come running down the stairs like a damn fool.
" Cee we need to go NOW "
" Why man "
" Please just move "
" Im soo sorry Corey "
" Dunn worry another time babes "

Ffs didnt even get to "talk" !
BOM! my man just buckled from the top of the stairs.
Then deesha dragged me quick time out the yard, what the fuck!
This is soo moist man, she best have a good explanation i swear to god!

....

Thursday, 9 September 2010

PREVIEW

" AYE CEECEE YOU SKET BRUV, NEXT TIMEE I SEE YOUR NAME ON MY MANS BBM IMMA MERK YOU INNH HOEE, HEAR THAT "

" eazzy bruvv FIX UP whys your man chasing me if his got a bosh lyke you KMT "

" Aite SAFFEE!! what did NIKE stopped givin u advice to just do it cus u've done everyfin.. You bare think your sly innh CARYY ON "

Then i locked of the phone... Whoss this chick tryna pump though
these hoodrat moist chicks bruv

DPMO!


Chapter 1 - out 11th september