Chapter Four

I had woke up with mum by my side, I actually thought this was heaven for a minute. I’ve never been so confused in my life.
What had happened, who done this, why would they do this?
The doctor came in and so did my dad mumbling words I couldn't understand

" Thanks doc for everything, today has just been shocking first my wife, sorry my Ex wife, now my daughter "

The doctor nodded his head and walked out.
I was sitting in bed waiting for dad’s pep talk about being safe, but he just stood there watching me as though I was a baby falling asleep.

“Courts, baby girl no matter what I love you and no matter what your going through I’ll be here for you.. And your mother "
I saw mum give him that look to..”Same Cee, but sorry to cut these lovey dovey moments. You know your starting college tomorrow right, and even though the hospital is going to dismiss you, you don't have to go in "

" Wait how long have a been here? And Mum I want to go in! It’s not fair that these haters are allowed to ruin my life as well as my education "

" This is the second day & okay but I’m going to drop you off just to be on the safe side "

Didn't say anything I just laid there. The doctor came back in and spoke to my dad again, then we was free to go.
Dad drove me and mum to her place, I almost started to forget to ask mum why she was in hospital,

“Mum, are you alright "

" I thought you'd never ask, yeah I’m fine. I had a type of heart attack die to stress, there not sure what it is at the moment but the doctor said I could have post natal depression "

I was so confused ... " Oh but will you be okay "

" Yes, I’m not going anywhere anytime soon " And she kissed my forehead.
Dad dropped us off

" Phone me if their any problems "

Oh dads. So over protective sometimes, but when I got to mums by now it was about 8pm.. Ordered Chinese, ate then went to bed. I’m kind of excited for tomorrow.

Next day came and Ahhh I’m so haps I am starting some fresh colly out of ends
ever since the things that have been going on in ends which I don’t plan to dwell on to long still, I reckon everyone deserves a fresh start.

Still mum dropped me off now as she promised but I made her drop me off .in some back road. I'm walking up to Colly in my skin colour tights, Brown uggs,bait Primark shits with 3 buttons un-done and of course top it off with the gold chain. Walked into the colly, Bare I mean bare black people.
Wow i think i should have actually come to the induction day, I wanted a white peoples school even though they piss me off sometimes.
But black people are too damn rowdy for my liking.
I was pinging Deesha and she was complaining about how our school sixth form is dead.
Peak.

I went into form and you know when you feel people giving you one cut eye, a group of next chicks were trying to clock me. Some homo shit man, fuck a hater, but i must of seen one piff... When i say piff.. Overly swaggered don dark skinned, eye brow slighted, wedged guy just walked past me and sit behind me. I felt so gassed
Hmmm pour me a drink right there and then!

Jamming in the new form and some next overly orange white chick came and sat next to me, i felt to cuss her but like I said I didn’t know no one here so I might get stuck on.

To my surprise the piffy came up to me and told me to sit next to him bare nudging his boy after, EXCITED!

OBVS! We exchanged BBpins and stuff then he was like to me what lesson you got first
"I got art & textiles double period what bout you?"
"I got double performing arts, then I don’t know what to do you wanna jam, maybe go somewhere" instantly i got wet and excited in my head.
I think he clocked cause i was skinning teeth, and i had to snap back and casually say yeah yeah that’s kool.

AHH IM HAPS ALIE! HIS TOO SEXY! AM I LUCKY OR WHAT!

Some next DEAD lesson over now and he waited for me outside the class, smiled then walked and i just trailed behind him through the play ground.. Behind some thing then into some shed ting.

He asked me how my day was and stuff, some dead pep talk. I wanted him to just get to the point man!
And you know when a guy pulls you on your waist hmm, he had a strong but soft grip.
Oh my please fuck me now!!!
He slowly started biting down my neck caressingly sucking on each bite then me moved his sexy lips onto mines, could taste the old mint in his mouth.. Hmm then he put his hand through my skirt then onto my bum and moved around till he had to fingers in my clit. He was going mad fast, i was moaning so much it felt so flippin good!

Nothing i ever had before cause most mandem start slow but not him... and this point i think i buss on his fingers by accident, he slyly kissed his teeth, Oh yeah i heard you. Then he started taking of my shirt and lay me down on some old mattress grutty thing. Took of his top, my skirt, panties, shoes, his pants GONE. and immediately i felt that 12inch cocky getting bigger inside of me.

I’m guessing his Grenadian cause that cocky got me whiling..
at this point i was literally screaming, but them excited screams inni
faster faster flipped doggy dagger dagger dagger *moan moan moan* ARGH!.. then he told me get on top and ride on the Grenadian cocky like a bicycle,
just clocked! This is like the first thing he said to me all this time.
But anyways i did inni, started grinding watching his little face getting all excited, so cute.
Then he got up and stood over me.. I know the drill.
So i deep throated him from the crown downwards, he gentle held my head .. Rocking back back back & forth.
Jheeze r.i.p Aaliyah.
Until he backed up and buss on my face!

“WTF MAN! ARE YOU DUMB “then he started laughing and pissed on me.. VIOLATION! arr what a parr
man just got changed didn’t once say nothing to me, then as he was about to leave said

" You dusty bitch, now i see why my cousin could fuck you in a fucking toilet ahaha you don’t even know my name "